I see you Syn

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Shaggz1297 @ Dec 30 2005, 09:53 AM) [snapback]19622[/snapback][/center]
Nothing else. quit hiding [/b]
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not hiding, just looking up some odd facts about Marilyn Monroe's death online
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(SynTaXx-Wrath @ Dec 31 2005, 12:57 AM) [snapback]19628[/snapback][/center]
not hiding, just looking up some odd facts about Marilyn Monroe's death online
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just go to goolge and type something off the wall and see what comes up
 
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just go to goolge and type something off the wall and see what comes up [/b]
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no no I have it, I've been looking up the medical journals from her "suicide" because the Dr has me on basically the same things she was taking... I walked by the mirror this morning and I had the same glazed over look that she had and it reminded me of her, so I looked up what she was taking.. same things that anna nicole is on.. might explain her glazed over look all the time too
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(SynTaXx-Wrath @ Dec 30 2005, 10:08 AM) [snapback]19640[/snapback][/center]
no no I have it, I've been looking up the medical journals from her "suicide" because the Dr has me on basically the same things she was taking... I walked by the mirror this morning and I had the same glazed over look that she had and it reminded me of her, so I looked up what she was taking.. same things that anna nicole is on.. might explain her glazed over look all the time too
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When I was diagnosed with Bi-Polar a doc put me on something for eptileptics that was supposed to help bi-polar people. It turned me into a total freak. I was screaming at people at work, and crying the next minute. It was a nightmare. I stopped taking the drugs as soon as I saw what I had become. I'm a full supporter of Celexa. Great drug and it always works.
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(SynTaXx-Wrath @ Dec 31 2005, 01:08 AM) [snapback]19640[/snapback][/center]
same things that anna nicole is on.. might explain her glazed over look all the time too
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that or the fact that she has 3 working brain cells
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Tiveria @ Dec 30 2005, 10:10 AM) [snapback]19642[/snapback][/center]
When I was diagnosed with Bi-Polar a doc put me on something for eptileptics that was supposed to help bi-polar people. It turned me into a total freak. I was screaming at people at work, and crying the next minute. It was a nightmare. I stopped taking the drugs as soon as I saw what I had become. I'm a full supporter of Celexa. Great drug and it always works.
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I am on adderall during the day to stay awake and focus and valium to sleep at night
 
If I'm during a really rough time of life I take Tylenol PM.

There was one point at my old job where I was so stressed out I had exzema, on lots of meds, and was still just hoping it would all end. Thank God life moves on.
 
The adderall is for college its the only thing that can make me sit still through an entire class without getting really antsy and making me want to get up and leave. As for the sleep, apparently I have alot of anxiety about sleeping because of the nightmares and my mind never fully shuts off.. so I was up hourly until he gave me the valium. I slept a strait 10 hours lastnight.. w00t w00t
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(SynTaXx-Wrath @ Dec 30 2005, 10:21 AM) [snapback]19651[/snapback][/center]
The adderall is for college its the only thing that can make me sit still through an entire class without getting really antsy and making me want to get up and leave. As for the sleep, apparently I have alot of anxiety about sleeping because of the nightmares and my mind never fully shuts off.. so I was up hourly until he gave me the valium. I slept a strait 10 hours lastnight.. w00t w00t
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/cheers!

Yeah I have huge bouts of anxiety too. I'm a big worrier (which I have cause to be with my past three or four years). Add to that people calling and yelling at me for things i have no control over = bad bad moments. I still have issues sleeping, but I'm fairly sure that's sleep apnea. Just can't afford to know if I have it. Cuz if I do, there's no WAY I can afford a breathing machine.
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Tiveria @ Dec 30 2005, 10:26 AM) [snapback]19656[/snapback][/center]
/cheers!

Yeah I have huge bouts of anxiety too. I'm a big worrier (which I have cause to be with my past three or four years). Add to that people calling and yelling at me for things i have no control over = bad bad moments. I still have issues sleeping, but I'm fairly sure that's sleep apnea. Just can't afford to know if I have it. Cuz if I do, there's no WAY I can afford a breathing machine.
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I slept perfectly fine my whole life until about 4 years ago when my bestfriend got murdered... then the nightmares kicked in and have them everytime I lay down.. I can honestly say I don't remember what I dreamed lastnight, I know I had one, but its like it was clouded over... so if it keeps the nightmares cloudy I am all for it.
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(SynTaXx-Wrath @ Dec 30 2005, 10:38 AM) [snapback]19673[/snapback][/center]
I slept perfectly fine my whole life until about 4 years ago when my bestfriend got murdered... then the nightmares kicked in and have them everytime I lay down.. I can honestly say I don't remember what I dreamed lastnight, I know I had one, but its like it was clouded over... so if it keeps the nightmares cloudy I am all for it.
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Well now I understand you better.

My nightmares stem from guilt that shouldn't exist, but I can't get out of my system. Comes from being in a family of abused children, and friends of abused children. Add on to that financial stress, being friendless IRL, and not having the best childhood myself. The only thing I have ever had going for me were my parents and my husband, and my god. And I thank God for all three of em.
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Tiveria @ Dec 30 2005, 10:54 AM) [snapback]19689[/snapback][/center]
Well now I understand you better.

My nightmares stem from guilt that shouldn't exist, but I can't get out of my system. Comes from being in a family of abused children, and friends of abused children. Add on to that financial stress, being friendless IRL, and not having the best childhood myself. The only thing I have ever had going for me were my parents and my husband, and my god. And I thank God for all three of em.
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I would love to be one of those people where stress you can't control doesn't matter.. but I am like you, even if I can't fix it. I am stressed about it. Its horrible... because I constantly think of ways to fix everything around me and let my life go to hell in the process.
 
Yeah that's me too. My life could be falling around my head, but if someone else is hurt I'd rather help them first.
 
If I'm stressed 99.9% its school ...... There is never a day when Im not. I just try to forget about it. Never dwell on the negative is what I always say. But if my baby is stressed so am I :)
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Tiveria @ Dec 30 2005, 11:00 AM) [snapback]19702[/snapback][/center]
Yeah that's me too. My life could be falling around my head, but if someone else is hurt I'd rather help them first. [/b]
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exactly, my ex's life is crumbing right now and I am working my hardest to get it back together for him when he literally is doing nothing to help his own kiddos life.. blah see.. this is why I have to learn to be mean Syn so I don't care when other people are hurt
 
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(-=StealthShadow=- @ Dec 30 2005, 11:04 AM) [snapback]19712[/snapback][/center]
:( really? [/b]
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it would save me alot of stress if I was more like him.. er that, you know what I mean
 
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